I've realized that I don't need allot of people that I thought I needed in my life. So recently i've dropped allot of my "friends" but I don't care because my life will be better without them. Since i've left them i've been happier and there's been allot less drama. One I thought was going to be in my life forever, but recently started to realize that she is fake and just a B and causes way to much drama for me, I don't like any of that and I would rather not have it in my life so I said goodbye to her and i'm perfectly fine with it. But I have also realized who are my ride or die friends and I love them, I know they will always be there no matter what.  I have made my fair share of mistakes but who hasn't, if people are going to judge me because of my past then I don't need you in my life thats just how I feel. Mistakes are supposed to be made so you can learn from them.

Fuzzy Blankets

          Fuzzy blankets are my favorite blankets. Granted they suck in the summer cause there really warm, but in the winter they are the best. First off their really soft and comfy to lay under or wrap up in and they warm you up pretty fast. They come in different thicknesses. Some are allot thicker then other but there super warm and soft, but the ones that aren't as thick are really nice cause they aren't as warm so say it is getting warmer you can still use them but once it gets to hot out they aren't as comfy cause you start to sweat and its just icky. So the winter when its pretty dang cold they are the best things to have, specially when  you just want to wrap up and be warm, there the best.

Leggings

   One of my obsession is leggings. I absolutely love them. Ones with designs are my favorite. They are comfy and interesting. I hate jeans I think they are so uncomfortable or maybe i've just never found the right pair who knows. But its almost like an addiction for me and the trippier the leggings the better. I was the first one in my group to start wearing the leggings with designs on them and people called me crazy pants, and then most of the girls that I hung out with started wearing them to. It made me feel like a started a trend. They became my look and I just started getting more and more.

Spring break

      My spring break was fun even though my ex-friends mom ended up beating me up, I still had a really good break. Lets see me and my friend Maddie started talking again and hanging out and I went out to west st. paul with her which was like my second home for awhile, and that made me really happy. I got to see friends I haven't seen in awhile and just had a good time. I also learned allot about who my true friends really were and who was going to be there for me. I also did stuff with my family and have gotten closer to my sisters. When I got into the fight it was early in the morning on Friday so I thought it was going to be a really bad weekend, but instead my friends where there and made me go out with them which made me really happy and I realized I didn't care about the fight and that I didn't need them in my life anymore. So I dropped that family. Out with the bad and in with the good. I love my family and friends that I have in my life right now, I wouldn't change it for the world.

Andalusian

     So I have loved horses since I was a kid. They are my favorite animals. Theres allot of different breed, but my favorite is the andalusian, which is that beauty in the picture up there! I love the way they look, elegant and powerful. They are very graceful and hold there head up high. I think there  manes are beautiful there long and curly normally. If I could ever get one and I plan on it when I get older and have the money, ideally it would look like the horse in this picture. I have always wanted a black horse with a long mane and tail. These horses have the nickname of horse of kings cause back in the 19th century the kings used to ride them. The first time I ever saw an andalusian was in horse book and I fell in love and new that was the type of horse I wanted.

Dream House

 

If money wasn't an issue, my dream house would look something like this. I love the look of log cabins and stones and not being close to other houses. But I would need more land because I want horses, so the house style would look like that and there would be a patio and fire pit, but there would be a BIG red barn and lots of pastures for the horses to run around and graze. I would want a indoor riding arena so I could ride even when its really cold outside, and a round pen outside for working with the horses, preferably having woods near the house so I could go riding in them when its nice outside. I would want a big wrap around deck and a seasonal porch added on to the home. I would have a hookah room, and two extra rooms so when people come over they would have a place to sleep. I'd want a hot tub and pool so I could either go for a swim or just relax in the hot tub. The kitchen would have to be big and open, stocked with the best appliances and a double oven.  I would want to be surrounded more by nature then the cities.

Saints Row 2

       So I don't really play video games, but I tried this game once and I was hooked for long time. Saints row 2 is like a grand theft auto, you go around kill people, steal there cars and cause mischief. But I think this is way better then grand theft auto, it had better graphics and you could do more stuff. I liked to play on live with my friend Maddie we would stay up all night playing it. She was always the driver and I was the shooter, we would just go around and cause problems till the cops were chasing us and then i'd be shooting them and she'd be driving ha. But I also liked doing missions and going shopping. It was fun because I got to be a girl and I was a badass in that game. Its about a gang that had to start from the ground up and make a name for itself and take over the towns and areas it used to run. I was addicted to it for awhile always playing it and it made my brother mad because I took over his xbox and game for awhile and he loves video games, but now I don't really play it anymore only every once in awhile.

What I want to do with my hair.

So i've been wanting to change my hair and this is kind of what I want to do to it. Currently my hairs red, but i'm naturally a blonde. I want the blonde back in my hair, but I really like the red so this what I came up with. I want blonde on top so that I don't have to worry so much about my roots growing back in, and have it start with a lighter red into a darker red and then maybe a little black on the tips. I think it will look cute, but im nervous because its going to take time to get the blonde to actually be blonde but in the end it will be worth it.

My Saddest moment

  My saddest moment would have to be when I found out my friend Cookie had passed away. It was june 18th, 2012 and I remember hearing about a 18 year old who drowned in the St. Croix river, I had no idea it was him. I found out around 10pm that night and I couldn't believe it I was in shock at first and didn't want to believe it, but once I got to my friends Greg's house and saw everyone it became a little more real. It was hard for me to believe, I kept hoping I would see him walk down the road but in the back of my head I knew that would never happen. The funeral was hard, but seeing everyone there who loved him and supported and the peoples lives he had impacted made it easier. I looked at him like a brother, he was always there, always had something to say and a nice guy. He will always be in my heart and I know that he is watching over me.

Happiest Moment

    One the happiest moments would have to be going out on the St. Croix river when I was a kid. We would packe everything up for a weekend and go out on the river, it was almost a every weekend event for awhile. We would take out cabin boat out go to our favorite island, it had a waterfall you could walk under that was pretty cool. We would bring our dogs out there with us, sometimes my parents friends and their kids would also come with, and my cousins. It was always fun some people would camp out, but we had a cabin boat which had a little room, and you could make a bed so i'd normally sleep in the little room. I just remember playing king of the raft, and having mud fights, running around the islands searching for whatever we could find, having bonfires and eating s'mores it was always a good time. My favorite moment and feeling would be when me and my sister are sitting on the front of the boat and were going pretty fast and the winds just blowing in your face, and your going over and through the waves, I felt free when I was out there away from the cities. But I guess i've always loved nature.

The Phi Phi islands

I want to vist a lot of different places around the world. This is just one of the many, the Phi Phi islands in Thailand. It looks absolutely beautiful, the waters so blue and the shine is just shining. Plus it looks more of like a smaller island and not to crowded with people. I think it would be a nice getaway for like a week or two. In other pictures i've seen it reminds me of the water canals from Narnia but I don't think it is. The palm trees and weather just looks so nice right about now, specially since its freezing here in Minnesota.