Tech N9ne

Tech n9ne is definitely one of my favorite underground rappers. Yes he is crazy and comes up with insane lyrics but thats why I love this guy! Some of his lyrics are really dirty haha, he raps about pretty much everything and he has been around for a very long time. But my first concert was a tech n9ne concert at the cabooze creepy place but I had a blast! Thats also where I first saw Machine Gun Kelly and fell in love with his music also.  His song Am I a Psycho is one of my favorites, its also Cookies song so every time I hear it I think of him. Oh and party the pain away is my song, its chill and the lyrics just fit my mood sometimes. He is an amazing rapper and he goes hard!

Good ole times

 

      The St. Croix river, had to be one of my favorite places as a kid. My family and I have a cabin boat, we would go out almost everyday of the week in the summer. Well maybe not everyday but it atleast every weekend, my mom and dad would get home from work, we would pack everything up food, tents, fold up tables, cups, blankets, pillows ect. and take the boat out for the weekend. I loved it soo much it was my favorite thing, we would take our dogs out there with us and family it just fun. Me, my sisters, and brother would play king of the raft and had mud fights got yelled at for those though cause we got mud on the boat. I loved going for rides, because we could sit on the front of the boat of course with life jackets but my dad would drive fast and go over waves and such so that we would bounce, but I just loved the wind blowing through my hair, I felt free and just one with nature lol.But all in all it was just family fun. 

life

  So i've got to say that these past couple months have been something else. Lets just say there was allot of ups and downs, fights over stupid stuff. I lost people I used to call family, all I can say is its crazy how fast things can change literally a blink of eye and everything changed. But that happens for a reason and yeah it sucked but oh well, I think it was for the better. Atleast for the moment, wether or not they come back in my life or not in the future I don't know and I don't really care. I've learned allot and found out that I can get through anything life throughs at me, the shitty times only last so long, and one day its over and you get that general feeling of happiness, everything gets better!

The horse expo

     Every year at the State Fair Grounds they have a horse expo. There's allot of horses, stuff for horses, and all this other stuff. I used to go their every year with my grandma, I would ride the horses that Windy Ridge brought. It was fun, i'd always get a sweatshirt with a picture of a horse ( I got to choose) on it which I loved. Maddie would also started to come with use, we would run around and collect all the free brochures, books and whatever else. Lets just say we had allot things about horses, all different types. They have this show they put on every year, its called the Parade of Breeds we would always go watch just to see all the different horses and they would tell you about that breed. It was always fun but definitely got me tired from all the walking and standing.

This is like a golden zebra. Theres only one left in the world. I think its so pretty, it looks like it carmel was just drizzled all over it. Plus look at that blue eye. like its just beautiful. I wish I could own one, or atleast go see it in person!! If I had one it would be the most spoiled animal ever and his name would be bubba nahh just kidding I don't know what i'd call him.

   So last saturday me and my friends, Mikayla, Sami, and Maddie had a girls night. We all went over to Maddies and built a fort out of sheets and blankets throughout her kitchen and hallway . It was crazy, we put up a black light and these other lights that changed colors, it was pretty trippy. We ordered dominos and watched these weird youtube videos. We played games in the fort and just chilled, took pictures. We ended the night by watching a movie, woke up and had to clean it all up. Which sucked but it was worth it.

Music

    I love all kinds of music. But at the moment i'm really into dubstep, and trap music. I love the beats and weird noises some of them make and the way you can dance to them, like you just go crazzy to the beat. But I also love country it makes me think of summertime and just being on the beach or out in the sun, it just makes me happy, granted there are allot of sad country songs, but the happy ones are amazing. Back to dubstep and trap though, there are these orbit things that you can move to the beat. A orbit is a light thing that is connected to a string that you move with your arms, it has four lights you pick out any color you want and you can also get blinking ones. Its pretty cool my sister and her friends are the ones who showed it to me and I really want one. Its also a very good arm work out, because you have to move your arms allot to get the light going in circles, and if you want to do tricks you have to do even more. The dubstep and trap music is the best to move the light to because you can just go with it. Anyways point being I really want one of the orbits and I love all kinds of music, but my favorite right now is dubstep and trap... stranger by Skrillex is my jam!

      I've realized that I don't need allot of people that I thought I needed in my life. So recently i've dropped allot of my "friends" but I don't care because my life will be better without them. Since i've left them i've been happier and there's been allot less drama. One I thought was going to be in my life forever, but recently started to realize that she is fake and just a B and causes way to much drama for me, I don't like any of that and I would rather not have it in my life so I said goodbye to her and i'm perfectly fine with it. But I have also realized who are my ride or die friends and I love them, I know they will always be there no matter what.  I have made my fair share of mistakes but who hasn't, if people are going to judge me because of my past then I don't need you in my life thats just how I feel. Mistakes are supposed to be made so you can learn from them.

Fuzzy Blankets

          Fuzzy blankets are my favorite blankets. Granted they suck in the summer cause there really warm, but in the winter they are the best. First off their really soft and comfy to lay under or wrap up in and they warm you up pretty fast. They come in different thicknesses. Some are allot thicker then other but there super warm and soft, but the ones that aren't as thick are really nice cause they aren't as warm so say it is getting warmer you can still use them but once it gets to hot out they aren't as comfy cause you start to sweat and its just icky. So the winter when its pretty dang cold they are the best things to have, specially when  you just want to wrap up and be warm, there the best.

Leggings

   One of my obsession is leggings. I absolutely love them. Ones with designs are my favorite. They are comfy and interesting. I hate jeans I think they are so uncomfortable or maybe i've just never found the right pair who knows. But its almost like an addiction for me and the trippier the leggings the better. I was the first one in my group to start wearing the leggings with designs on them and people called me crazy pants, and then most of the girls that I hung out with started wearing them to. It made me feel like a started a trend. They became my look and I just started getting more and more.

Spring break

      My spring break was fun even though my ex-friends mom ended up beating me up, I still had a really good break. Lets see me and my friend Maddie started talking again and hanging out and I went out to west st. paul with her which was like my second home for awhile, and that made me really happy. I got to see friends I haven't seen in awhile and just had a good time. I also learned allot about who my true friends really were and who was going to be there for me. I also did stuff with my family and have gotten closer to my sisters. When I got into the fight it was early in the morning on Friday so I thought it was going to be a really bad weekend, but instead my friends where there and made me go out with them which made me really happy and I realized I didn't care about the fight and that I didn't need them in my life anymore. So I dropped that family. Out with the bad and in with the good. I love my family and friends that I have in my life right now, I wouldn't change it for the world.

Andalusian

     So I have loved horses since I was a kid. They are my favorite animals. Theres allot of different breed, but my favorite is the andalusian, which is that beauty in the picture up there! I love the way they look, elegant and powerful. They are very graceful and hold there head up high. I think there  manes are beautiful there long and curly normally. If I could ever get one and I plan on it when I get older and have the money, ideally it would look like the horse in this picture. I have always wanted a black horse with a long mane and tail. These horses have the nickname of horse of kings cause back in the 19th century the kings used to ride them. The first time I ever saw an andalusian was in horse book and I fell in love and new that was the type of horse I wanted.

Dream House

 

If money wasn't an issue, my dream house would look something like this. I love the look of log cabins and stones and not being close to other houses. But I would need more land because I want horses, so the house style would look like that and there would be a patio and fire pit, but there would be a BIG red barn and lots of pastures for the horses to run around and graze. I would want a indoor riding arena so I could ride even when its really cold outside, and a round pen outside for working with the horses, preferably having woods near the house so I could go riding in them when its nice outside. I would want a big wrap around deck and a seasonal porch added on to the home. I would have a hookah room, and two extra rooms so when people come over they would have a place to sleep. I'd want a hot tub and pool so I could either go for a swim or just relax in the hot tub. The kitchen would have to be big and open, stocked with the best appliances and a double oven.  I would want to be surrounded more by nature then the cities.

Saints Row 2

       So I don't really play video games, but I tried this game once and I was hooked for long time. Saints row 2 is like a grand theft auto, you go around kill people, steal there cars and cause mischief. But I think this is way better then grand theft auto, it had better graphics and you could do more stuff. I liked to play on live with my friend Maddie we would stay up all night playing it. She was always the driver and I was the shooter, we would just go around and cause problems till the cops were chasing us and then i'd be shooting them and she'd be driving ha. But I also liked doing missions and going shopping. It was fun because I got to be a girl and I was a badass in that game. Its about a gang that had to start from the ground up and make a name for itself and take over the towns and areas it used to run. I was addicted to it for awhile always playing it and it made my brother mad because I took over his xbox and game for awhile and he loves video games, but now I don't really play it anymore only every once in awhile.

What I want to do with my hair.

So i've been wanting to change my hair and this is kind of what I want to do to it. Currently my hairs red, but i'm naturally a blonde. I want the blonde back in my hair, but I really like the red so this what I came up with. I want blonde on top so that I don't have to worry so much about my roots growing back in, and have it start with a lighter red into a darker red and then maybe a little black on the tips. I think it will look cute, but im nervous because its going to take time to get the blonde to actually be blonde but in the end it will be worth it.

My Saddest moment

  My saddest moment would have to be when I found out my friend Cookie had passed away. It was june 18th, 2012 and I remember hearing about a 18 year old who drowned in the St. Croix river, I had no idea it was him. I found out around 10pm that night and I couldn't believe it I was in shock at first and didn't want to believe it, but once I got to my friends Greg's house and saw everyone it became a little more real. It was hard for me to believe, I kept hoping I would see him walk down the road but in the back of my head I knew that would never happen. The funeral was hard, but seeing everyone there who loved him and supported and the peoples lives he had impacted made it easier. I looked at him like a brother, he was always there, always had something to say and a nice guy. He will always be in my heart and I know that he is watching over me.

Happiest Moment

    One the happiest moments would have to be going out on the St. Croix river when I was a kid. We would packe everything up for a weekend and go out on the river, it was almost a every weekend event for awhile. We would take out cabin boat out go to our favorite island, it had a waterfall you could walk under that was pretty cool. We would bring our dogs out there with us, sometimes my parents friends and their kids would also come with, and my cousins. It was always fun some people would camp out, but we had a cabin boat which had a little room, and you could make a bed so i'd normally sleep in the little room. I just remember playing king of the raft, and having mud fights, running around the islands searching for whatever we could find, having bonfires and eating s'mores it was always a good time. My favorite moment and feeling would be when me and my sister are sitting on the front of the boat and were going pretty fast and the winds just blowing in your face, and your going over and through the waves, I felt free when I was out there away from the cities. But I guess i've always loved nature.

The Phi Phi islands

I want to vist a lot of different places around the world. This is just one of the many, the Phi Phi islands in Thailand. It looks absolutely beautiful, the waters so blue and the shine is just shining. Plus it looks more of like a smaller island and not to crowded with people. I think it would be a nice getaway for like a week or two. In other pictures i've seen it reminds me of the water canals from Narnia but I don't think it is. The palm trees and weather just looks so nice right about now, specially since its freezing here in Minnesota. 

One of my hero's

     Someone I look up to, would be this girl right here. Her names Tia Torres, she runs the Villalobos Pit bull rescue out in New Orleans. I love everything she stands for, and everything she does to help out this breed.  Not only does she give these dogs a second chance but also she gives parolees a place to work and get back on her feet. She is one of my hero's and I want to go out to New Orleans and volunteer at their rescue. She has a show called Pit bulls and Parolees, that I have watched for a couple years now and I love it.

Pits

  With my two-hundred dollars I would get a male red nose pit bull. It would be a male and his name would be Graffii, he would be my little cuddle buddy, I would take him on walks and runs. He'd help me get in shape because he would be too flipping hyper. But also I would get this dog because I love pit bulls specially red noses, I think they are beautiful dogs that are very loyal to their owners, like any dog is, but I have a weakness for pits maybe its because they are so misunderstood and judged by people that don't understand them.

Bush Babies

If I could have any animal it would get two baby bushes. I think they are just the cuttest little things and there big buggy eyes. I would want them because well look at them, I just want to cuddle and hold them. Their not to big but also not to small, perfect cuddle size. They could clim on you and just chill on your shoulder or something kind of like a monkey. I would need to build them a whole room so they could run around, there would be plants and ledges they could climb, I would need to buy insects so they could eat.

I like this painting, I find it interesting and relaxing. Like it reminds me of a cool windy winter night, but also a sunny summer day. I think that the use of the colors and how the painting is swirly and  interesting, the colors catch the eye and the swirls play with the mind a little bit. They used the blues and purples to represent the sky, and the orange, red, and yellows to represent the sunset and the different colors for the ground.

Worst Movie i've ever seen.

   Spring Breakers has got to be the worst movie I have ever seen. There is no story line to it, or plot. Four girls want to go on a vacation for spring break so they rob a local restaurant and then go on there vacation. The acting is terrible and there is literally no point to the whole movie. They  go party meet a guy who gets them into trouble. Just the whole thing made me upset, because I wasted my money on it. It wasn't realistic at all and again the acting and story line were also terrible, I dont even think there was a story line.

Kat Von D

Kat is a very well known tattoo artist. She has her own show called La ink,and also does some modeling.I really enjoy the work she does, along with all the other artists she works with. I love tattoos and one day I want my body to be covered in them, but they all have to have a meaning behind it. Tattoos to me are a ways to express yourself, and put symbolic meaning on your body. It can be a way you show your love to someone or something.

MGK:Runnin

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1LKvhsxqxE


Runnin' I ain't running away [x3]
Cause, I'm so tired of Runnin'


I'm so tired of running, that I've worn my soles
Out, to the point that my toes is out, to the point that I can't look back and even if I did I still couldn't see where I started out, can't see home for miles, I'm
Lost like another orphan child, I'm only grinning cause I'm supposed to smile, so I do it for the ones that are down and out proud one of theirs is gonna be
A spokesman now, and I'm still running, running, but I don't know where, all I got to my name is one pair, of laced up chucks, 5 bucks, and a chip on my
Shoulder that's so big that I cannot bare, I done lost my friends, family, and home for this, and for that I have lost my mind, kept my faith, lost my direction
I'm just hoping that I haven't lost my time, Go!

I keep my head up, with my feet on the ground, From the bottom so up is the only place that I'm
Going, Ready to face all that's in front of me now, Cause, I'm so tired of Runnin' I'm walking through the fire, cause their is no way around, Moving in the same
Direction wherever the wind is blowing Ready to face what's in front of me now, Cause

I'm so tired of Runnin' Runnin I ain't running away [x3] Cause, I'm so
Tired of Runnin'


I'm so tired of struggling, I'm so tired of hustling, I can feel my heart fill with hate, I'm so tired of loving, I was supposed
To be great, I'm so tired of ducking, Tired of coming home from my job being fired from nothing, And shit I'm tired, from the nights a motherfucker took that
Ride, to make that dream come alive, then wake up in the morning to a 9 to 5, but I gotta do it if I wanna survive, because in the city where I'm from it's
Either do or die, so choose it wise because you could lose it in the blink of an eye but even in the darkest times it's proven I


I keep my head up
With my feet on the ground, From the bottom so up is the only place that I'm going, Ready to face all that's in front of me now, Cause, I'm so tired of Runnin'
I'm walking through the fire, cause their is no way around, Moving in the same direction wherever the wind is blowing Ready to face what's in front of me

Now, Cause, I'm so tired of Runnin' Runnin' I ain't running away [x3]
Cause, I'm so tired of Runnin'

     This song is very inspirational to me. I'm absolutely in love with the lyrics to this song, they helped me realize that I have to face my fears, and that I can't run away from my problems. It gives you the motivation to get up when your feeling down and face everything thats in front of you. It helped me stop running from my problems and face them.